Betrayal!

In the Dictionary betrayal means: to not be loyal to a person or do something to hurt him or her.
How many times have you or someone you've known betrayed a friend, a loved one, a co-worker or your partner? When that person found out how did it make you feel inside? Did you feel relieved that the betrayal was finally out or did you feel that now the relationship was over and now what do you do? The betrayer either feels bad or they don't, but for the person that has been betrayed it is pure hell. You feel alone, confused, as if somehow it was your fault. Your turned inside out. It feels like complete darkness, because they knew and their friends and family knew what was going on but you were the last to know. It makes you not want to trust, to love or be loved again and then you start to question your own judgement, your own sanity and whether or not your worthy anymore! That's no way to feel, but once you've been betrayed, it's hard to come back from that and even more important it's hard to give of yourself, your love, your time, your trust, and your heart. Do you forgive that person or do you hold on to it? But, there is light at the end of the betrayal tunnel. Surround yourself with true friends, honest co-worker's, positive and loving family member's, and take it nice and slow when you decide to give of yourself, your heart, your trust and your time again. Whether it's with the same person or with someone new. Start out by saying that God has my best interest at heart and he will lead the perfect person to me and put the right people in my corner. Just let go and let God! Randomly Yours, Raven Storm