Allowing Love In!

The title says it all, yet it's so easy to type how I feel or think as to telling it to the one that really matters. It use to be that I was so full of love, hope,happiness, & trust. I am unsure of what to allow in when it comes to loving a man. I am so afraid of being hurt and terrified to death of being disappointed that I only allow myself to feel to a certain point. It's not the best way to deal with love or falling in love with someone, but it allows me to decide how much or how far I get involved or vested in. Sometimes there's a part of me that wants to jump in head first, then there's the other half that just tip toes in. Once you been hurt, it's hard to let another person into that most sacred part of your heart. I know that I have a lot of love to give, but only to the right person and I know that he will take care of my heart and protect it as I would his. I'm not afraid to love, I'm afraid of being hurt and lied too. I pray constantly and I trust in God and know that all will be okay! But, sometimes it's nice to know that there is someone out there that's all yours and they miss you, carry you in their spirit and the love in their heart is so over flowing. That's what I want and that's what I have to give, but only to the right person. I will know him by the way he treats me, thinks of me, and how he shows me that I am his "Queen" and he will be my 'King" in every since of the word. I am so ready to allow love in, but patience is a virtue and I have plenty of that~ Randomly Yours, Raven Storm

"Boo Thang" What is it?

Boo Thang- According to the Urban Dictionary it is someone that is not your partner, but you care for them, respect them, spend time with them, and got a lot of love for the person. Some of us fall into this category and are quite content on staying there. We see this as a ghetto term of endearment and a way to have the one we truly want, without the expectations of a real relationship and without really making them our one and only. I have used this term in a joking manner, when it was introduced to me and thought it was very funny! But, by no means do I have a "Boo Thang" or will I ever think of the one I deem special or important as such. The person that I have envisioned or deemed worthy is a special man and he far exceeds the realm of a "Boo Thang". He is the real deal in every since of the word. The smile he puts on my face, the laughter he brings from within me, how he brightens my day, and feed my mind with lovely words & thoughts. He has a special place in my heart and that is not easy to do, but he is very welcomed & wanted. A nice change of pace and much needed peace. He puts me at ease and makes feel important in all aspects. Sometimes we meet people and they are the perfect fit for us, but they are going through a break-up, involved with another, or simply just hurt and afraid from the past. At that moment we can either cut our losses, or just let it play out and see where the road takes us. I can say I have never had a "Boo Thang", nor do I want one. But, I am loving getting to know the "Real Thang". Randomly Yours, Raven Storm

Complicated, Yet So Simple!

How can it be that we meet a person and they feel so right and so easy to communicate with and all you want to do is be around them all the time. Yet, the person you have at home or are currently with doesn't even know you at all. I mean you argue, they never get your sense of humor, your carrying their ass, dealing with their bullshit or family drama, they may lie or cheat, and even be selfish. But, for some reason we stay and yet we know that the grass can be greener & easier on the other side and if we make the leap, we may just get the prize we have been waiting for. It really is complicated because if we give in to the person who gets us and makes us feel what we have longed for, then we have to admit our flaws and wonder if they are willing to put up with our many imperfections. Yet, it so simple to go with the person who makes you feel alive and who sees you and gets you. This person thinks of you and isn't afraid to tell you or anyone who will listen how special you are to them. The conversation you have with them is like making love to your mind and body all at once. Me myself prefer simple, I've done complicated and it is not a good look for me. I want and I deserve to have a good man to hold, love, support, encourage, and make me feel like I am his everything. In return I will treat him as my "King" in every sense of the word and he will always know how special he is to me and my love will be for only him. We will be tag team partner's in life, love, and romance. Complicated yet so simple and simple is what I choose...Randomly Yours, Raven Storm