Allowing Love In!

The title says it all, yet it's so easy to type how I feel or think as to telling it to the one that really matters. It use to be that I was so full of love, hope,happiness, & trust. I am unsure of what to allow in when it comes to loving a man. I am so afraid of being hurt and terrified to death of being disappointed that I only allow myself to feel to a certain point. It's not the best way to deal with love or falling in love with someone, but it allows me to decide how much or how far I get involved or vested in. Sometimes there's a part of me that wants to jump in head first, then there's the other half that just tip toes in. Once you been hurt, it's hard to let another person into that most sacred part of your heart. I know that I have a lot of love to give, but only to the right person and I know that he will take care of my heart and protect it as I would his. I'm not afraid to love, I'm afraid of being hurt and lied too. I pray constantly and I trust in God and know that all will be okay! But, sometimes it's nice to know that there is someone out there that's all yours and they miss you, carry you in their spirit and the love in their heart is so over flowing. That's what I want and that's what I have to give, but only to the right person. I will know him by the way he treats me, thinks of me, and how he shows me that I am his "Queen" and he will be my 'King" in every since of the word. I am so ready to allow love in, but patience is a virtue and I have plenty of that~ Randomly Yours, Raven Storm